"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
ok here is one william i thought of this about twenty minutes after we got off the phone....hope it's ok
I Smell Love at Funerals
Hide the legs in the walls and the heart in the hearth
Put the arms in the floors and the body in the bath
Play hide and seek with her family day after day
They'll never know quite where she'll forever lay
One by one and blade by blade they forget how to breathe
Some of them scream some of them whimper and seethe
Even when they smile and say that I'll forever be in hell
I just can't help my love for the feel of a cold loving corpse
I slip to sleep so swiftly with the comfort of good company
A tooth in every wall, a nail under each lonesome floorboard
The birds love me for they never go to bed and hunger
They loved me for my sightly sins when I was younger
I wear white at funerals
I wear smiles at funerals
I smell love at funerals
I smell blood at funerals
I know their spirits follow me wherever I will to walk
It's alright, I know that nobody hears them when they talk
If I am the one who will burn in hell when it's time to die,
I wonder where they suppose they all angrily do lie
OUTSIDE MY HEAD AND LEAKING IN
INSIDE MY HEAD AND LEAKING OUT
WILL IT EVER COME BACK
WILL IT LEAVE FOREVER
Why won't it tell me what it wants
How come it sits and stares and haunts
It knows what I've done
It knows I didn't say sorry
OUTSIDE MY HEAD AND LEAKING IN
INSIDE MY HEAD AND LEAKING OUT
WILL IT EVER COME BACK
WILL IT LEAVE FOREVER
It never lies
It never dies
STARING RIGHT INTO DEAD BLACK EYES
NEVER STOPS WHEN IT HURTS THE MOST
I NEVER TRIED TO HATE
I ONLY EVER LOVED
I NEVER TRIED TO HATE
IT NEVER IS TOO LATE
You know I loved them all but I just never had the time
Stop at hello and leave your body in the fireplace
You know I loved them all but it just took too much time
I wish they had stopped me before I saw their face
I licked the knife after each and every one
Until I tasted true love I wasn't truly done
They all tasted the same to me
I'm not sorry but I wish I had seen
I ALWAYS WISHED I WAS WITH THE STARS
THEY NEVER JUDGED ME AND THEY NEVER LIED
I ALWAYS WISHED I WAS ONE OF THE STARS
THEY NEVER JUDGED ME AND THEY NEVER DIED
The outside is leaking in
The inside is leaking out
Will it ever come back
Will it leave forever
I want it to say it's sorry
"Sometimes the greatest tests of our strength are situations that don't seem so obviously dangerous. Sometimes surviving is the hardest thing of all"
I cut myself
And watch me bleed
It was the craziest thing
So sweet, so sick, so delicate
I like the way it blows my mind
This pleasure is all mine
It sucked me in
I watched time pass
But I knew this wouldn't last
My sweet sorrow
Until tomorrow
I'll Savior this
Just one last kiss
I say goodnight
As you take flight
My sweet sorrow goodbye goodbye
Until tomorrow
"Sometimes the greatest tests of our strength are situations that don't seem so obviously dangerous. Sometimes surviving is the hardest thing of all"
It climbs in slowly behind
If you trust your neighbors
They'd never suspect what you're like
Welcome them into your life
No one has to know
Playback, delete, and rewind
It's getting closer than you thought it'd get
Just get inside
It's moving faster than you'd ever planned
You'll be relieved when
When you open up
You let yourself seem vulnerable
And the morning sun
Will make our bodies comfortable
In taking off your clothes
Everything hidden is suddenly exposed
Nobody wants to hear another
Story about how you couldn't write right
It climbs in slowly behind
No one has to know
Playback, delete, and rewind
Each one is louder than the one before
And the people you care for
At ten times the expense
of all that you spent
You'll be relieved when
When you open up
You let yourself seem vulnerable
And the morning sun
Will make our bodies comfortable
In taking off your clothes
Everything hidden is suddenly exposed
You'll keep it on the inside
'Cause that's the safest place
'Cause that's the safest place to hide
All of your friends are gone
And you were barely holding on
We were wrong and they fooled us once again
We are the loneliest of men, we're the loneliest
And all your friends are gone
Nobody hears you
And all your friends were wrong
Nobody cares
And all your friends are gone
Nobody is here with you
And all your friends were wrong
Nobody cares
If you keep on failing at everything you do, don't view yourself as a failure. For you succeed at failing. So to succeed, one must fail at failure!
It starts out like a season in reverse
A way to set your mind above and over words
attached means identity
Erases things so how can we record?
Distress call code-word is I wanna live
He makes it up as it goes and it goes away
To places he can only hide in other peoples minds
He makes it up as it goes
Your rational mind's insane
Taste the sound you make
When the light from the sun
Is your mother
With an effortless smile you pervade to be
Always in-between aisles
An optimistic
Daring me would you trade your soul for gold?
If you keep on failing at everything you do, don't view yourself as a failure. For you succeed at failing. So to succeed, one must fail at failure!
nfinite silence
flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio on
And how could anyone
You are in my dreams
Half human, half machine
You with someone else that I have felt and seen
I cannot rest, or my consciousness contest
Looking right through the lens
From winter brings the spring again
Infinite silence
flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio on
And we fall asleep again with ties to mend
So please let the cleaning begin with evolution
Hold my breath 'til communication is
Only just a test
Hold my breath 'til communication is
Only just a test
Hold my breath 'til communication is
Only just a test
You are in my dreams
Half human, half machine
Looking right through the lens
From winter brings the spring again
Infinite silence
flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio on
Infinite silence
flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio
If you keep on failing at everything you do, don't view yourself as a failure. For you succeed at failing. So to succeed, one must fail at failure!
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
Always a dead end There is no escape I place my sorrow upon a bird in the sky And i'll let it fly This place is ephemeral An eternity that binds me Coming or going All that passes by are dreams
I'm not the first nor I the last
To live life shakily
I'm on the edge beside the ledge
to live a life free of tyranny
But how long could i expect life to
out weight hypocrisy?
I have to turn away but please believe
I'm not insane!
i'm not insane, i'm not insane
Ahahahahahaha!
I'm not insane, I'm just detained
It's like walking into a dream
These feelings of increasing velocity
My soul's not a puppet with strings
I'll live my life free of your tyranny
I'm diagnosed with sickness far beyond these things
please believe me girl with i do say
I'm not insane!
I'm not insane, i'm not insane
Hahahahahaha!
I'm not insane simply restrained
My baby's love so strong
It moves right through me
So what's the difference in her love
and mine for you, mine for oui?
never believe the things they say
I'm no monstrosity!
and i'm not insane, i'm not insane
Hahahahahaha!
I'm not insane, i'm lost again
we've all had a time when we lose control
we all give in to different hypocrisies
I heard a scream and ran for help
but you had died already
So how long did i expect love to outweigh insanity?
destroy me if you must but always know
I'm not insane!
i'm not insane, i'm not insane
Ah ha ha ha ha ha ha!
I'm not insane nor I obscene!
Come back my love you know you need me
I'll meet you there as i need oui
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
my life was just a shade of gray
a deepening sorrow everyday
my love was gone a hole replaced
I missed my lost, I just wanted a taste
of the love we had, remade a new
how empty I'd been until I met you
your heart was weeping
I felt there was nothing I could do
until I saw that you might have been empty too
know that I would never leave your side
your heart's not ready yet
for another dose of sadness from
the darkened world outside
believe me you will see
just what you mean to me
so you'll never fear, I'm always here
to hold you through the night
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
I hold within my hands a brand new forty five
I put the gun up to my head and I am mortified
I wish that you were here then I'd be satisfied
Paint the walls with my blood and I'll be idolized
My father was a drinker and a beater and a fiend
I hardly doubt that he'd ever regret a thing
Come home one night messed up and my demons start to sing
He pulls a gun out from his coat and shoots my mother, Jeanne
Realizing what he'd done
The mother F***** dropped the gun
And I pick up off the floor my father's forty five
I take a gun in my two hands, though I am traumatized
I hear the cracking of the gun and I am satisfied
i paint the walls with his blood and he is idolized
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
At the edge of the earth flows a river of fear,
And it pours into space day by day, year by year,
As you shoot the cold rapids, and stray far from shore,
Do you notice your life boat has just lost an oar?
In the eye of the strom stands a ghost of a chance,
And around her all spirits are destined to dance,
She turns a cold gaze toward an unlucky few-
Don't dare to look now, for she's staring at you.
At the end of the world stands a giant steel door,
And what lies beyond it, nobody's quite sure...
Is it crystal-clear heavens, or night blazing hot,
And which is more firghtening: knowing or not?
In the face of the future we fly on our own,
Hoping our wings never turn into stone,
If you fly from that sky to the sea, will you drown?
Well, there's no need to worry...unless you look down.
At the back of your mind, there's a hole open wide,
Where the darkness is creeping in form the outside.
You can light rows of candles to cast the dark out,
But it's always there hiding...
...... in shadows of doubt.
that is the only one i'm going to post for now
"Sometimes the greatest tests of our strength are situations that don't seem so obviously dangerous. Sometimes surviving is the hardest thing of all"
here comes another from me, written today in algebra.
hey, hey, hey, hey
do you care for us anyways?
hey, hey, hey, hey
sit back in your thrones and don't you say
hey, hey, hey, hey, why, why, why, why
walk across the room and watch me die
i never thought i died for something real
i know the words i say don't mean much
to you!
so how dose it feel knowing that what you did is the cause of all of your problems?
knowing that the blood on your hands is a mixture of mine and yours
realizing this you crack you whip harder, hoping to fling it on to our backs
hey, hey, hey, hey
dance fuckers dance to the beat of insanity
hey, hey, hey, hey
drink mother fucker, drink the worm from your glass
hey, hey, hey, hey, my, my, my, my
my funeral's coming three years after i die
god i know i'll die for something real
i won't believe the word you say mean not
to you!
come a little closer and i'll show you what it's like to be kissed by a freight train
give me half a chance and i'll rise above all of you
give me the axe, the spear, the sword and i'll have died for a reason
hey, hey, hey, hey
bleed, make me bleed, for all of the day
hey, hey, hey, hey
let me draw a little closer to use my homade guilitone
hey, hey, hey, hey, say, say, say, say
say the magic words and i'll make you human clay
i'm glad to know i died for something real
i never knew the words i said meant everything
to you
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
I want to put a bullet through the head of every panda that wouldn't screw to save its' species.
Dump oil on all of those fancy French beaches that I'll never see
Burn the tropical forests that man kind has yet to destroy
Drop an atomic bomb on every city and town that hides a secret just fro profit
Let loose the waters of every major dam in all the world and hope it drowns us all
Scratch the eyes out of ever super model that models for colored contacts
Rip the skin from the bone of every man who uses bo-tox
And still it will not be enough
I want to kill every fat ass American that won't share his sandwich with an Ethiopian who needs it
Push off a cliff every mother who got their child aborted because they thought raising a child would be too hard
Sucker punch every preppy bitch who thinks too much of themselves
Smash the head of every football player with a sledge hammer just to prove a point
Build a dome around the cleanest city in America and fill it with the sludge of every other city in the world
Burn the rose fields with napalm in England because of the lies they told
Make it snow in all of the sunny beaches I only got to see once
Just for the fucking pleasure
I want to cunt punt every slut that won't admit to such
Dropkick every man who got a penis enlargement in the balls
Become an axe murderer and murder every fat fuck who dares to call themselves big boned
Stuff a grenade down the throat of ever brat that picks on a kid because they're different
Slit the throat of every poodle that ever got their nails done with their owner whilst they could have been spending the day with their kids
Punch in the back of the face every god damned person who dares to pick on some one weaker than they are
Poison the water of the Nile, the Blue Nile, the White Nile, and every well in Egypt, effectively annihilating them
Put every snake hunter that ever made a show of what they did in a room filled with starving cobras, black mambas, anacondas, and boa constrictors
And only then I’ll begin to breathe easily again
I want to rip the skin from the flesh and the flesh from the bones and scrap the bones dry of every person that's worked to get a tan because they thought their skin was too pale
Use the fat from every person who chose to have liposuction to cook the bacon they eat
Toss every archeologist that ever found an ancient tar pit just because they should have left the past where it was
Burn at the cross every racist that ever did the same to some one of a different color
Toss every suicidal maniac in front of a freight train so that they know what it's like to be kissed by it
Smash the stain glass windows in every church that has a liar for its preachers
Make every pampered ass-ed fuck live on the streets for the rest of their life so they know just how I feel
And when I’m done, I’ll have given you a reason to fight
I want to break the bones of all the people that never have
Smash the Great Wall of China to show it's not that great
Set every one of the pyramids of fire so that I can warn every intelligent being in the universe never to come to our planet
Make a lie every truth science has ever given us
Cause the apocalypse eight years after it was supposed to happen
Dig up every garden in the world that people take so much pride in
Snuff out ever single light in every single city that represents hope for the rest of the world
Just because I could
I want to end it all and still live
Live my life alone forever so that I can't hurt any one and no one can hurt me
Fight the good fight and still do the bad thing
Give a damn for the differences in people and let them fly
Find the cure in the rain forest for leprosy before we destroy it all
Hold the family that I never had
Kiss the most beautiful girl in the world to me
Then, I’ll be complete
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
In demonstration, it's quite and easy thing
This game called love from up above
They never tell how it stings
A certain girl she took her hand
And placed it in my lap
She said, "you're much too (ooh),
For a little (ah)"
So I thrown to the sack
I walked on home, was all alone
Until you saw my face
I looked on up and asked, "What's up?"
And she gave a dog a bone
"So what's your name?" she had no shame
She took my hand
And picked me up
And I told her "It was Shane."
She smiled real bright, her face a light
Not just your average grin
I smiled back
And hoped that this time I'll be right
"Won't you come in?" a perfect sin
I gave in by taking her hand
We walked inside
And sat on the bed in her din
I touched her (ooh)
She touched my (ah)
I was the craziest thing
A certain girl she took my hand
And ran it up her thigh
She licked her lips and pulled my hair
I fell in love for the night
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
Here we stand on the shore of oblivion
Next to the watery shores of forever after
The stars in the sky fly far before us
Soaring gracefully into a black filled abyss
The waters of sanity slowly turn a shade
Turn a shade from glistening blue to gleaming red
The waters changing from sane to insane
I don’t’ know what will happen should we get out feet wet
I suppose it’ll happen eventually
With the high tide or our walking in inside of them
Either way we will get wet
The sand beneath us feels so gritty and right
The white seems the right color for our resting
Yet now the sand it changes colors
Changes colors from a blessed white
To a cursed black
What would happen if we stood on these shores forever?
Would we erode with the rest of the rocks?
Would we become just red and white and peach colored sand?
And even if we are all destined to become sand
What then?
No matter where we stand or turn, we’re destined to die
Stay still, and we fade with time
Move forward and we drown in the futures
There’s no turning back
We can only make a chose as to how it will end
With my dearest beside me, I don’t think I mind
I only hope she doesn’t mind too
Take my hand and let’s end it all
Walk past the shores to the darkness below
Take my hand and let’s end it all
While we sink I’ll delightfully say
“I still love you like I did yesterday”
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
Silly
And rain
Dancing in the wide blue
Serine
Harmony and love
And I will dance
Dancing with the rain
On a new day
When the clouds are all gone
Comes a new day
On a twilit dream
La da dee da, da dee da
Billy
Really
Leave for infinity
Bring me
Back a T-shirt
La da dee da, da dee da
And when I go
To join you in infinity
Some day
We’ll meet somewhere
Maybe in time we’ll breath
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
I’d walk along these empty streets
To know your heart will not be strained
If you could only see the colors I’ve inside
If I could only know your kiss
And to hold you tight
Why would I forget you girl
When you’re my world?
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
With a black heart undercover, watching you sleep every night.
I wish you'd watch me too... We're made for each other
Honey if you only knew, Every night I'm watching you
Shut up you're talking to loud for me to not listen.
This operation's gotten old, the face I stole, the gun of
Lust shot through your soul, and all that's left is empty holes.
Mom and Dad can't help you anymore! Get in the car we'll drive far to the end of the shore,
Under the docks, on top of the rocks. KNOCK! KNOCK!
Why the fuck are the doors locked!
Maybe she forgot about our talks, or maybe I'm mistaken,
But I swear to god that she's not getting out of this without some kind of explanation,
Oh I'm straining on your patience!? Maybe scaring you a little!?
Just because I came to visit doesn't mean you have to hide.
I'll be waiting on the side of your house,
With an empty bodybag
and a loaded .45
and now you won't forget
my fucking name
You're tearing me up, inside my mind.
You walked in front, I ran behind
lol i was mad when i made this
If you keep on failing at everything you do, don't view yourself as a failure. For you succeed at failing. So to succeed, one must fail at failure!