Look you guys think i'm sad but i'm not sad i am happy in my own way the thing is my real mom is dieing because of her helth problms & yet i have not cryed i mean i cary foy her but i have had so many deths in my family & i don't even know most of them & i still don't cry over it. I cary for my parints but thier just fuck ups & i don't even live with my dad i don't even know were he is & he can cary less about me just like when he abandin me when i was 7. I'm trying to move on become what i want to be in life & to tell you the truth i created my own family my firends are my family they may come & go but some are her forever but the thing is theres some thing that keep geting in my way & holding me back if i'm to have any sort of life i need to get way from the prson that keeps me from moveing on once i get way from him then & ownly then can i really be free but until then i have to do what he says no matter how many fights i get in with him i need to be free become what i want to be in life an artist. But be for you guys start saying thing i do love my parints no matter what i do even if my dad has never been thier for me & my mom trys to be part of my life but i keep it simpl with her because she dosen't need to know every thing that gos on in my life & even if there fuck ups i still love them even when i don't seem to show that love for them. Happyness ownly a feeling that we all get but how can some of us even be happy when we have put up with so much that most poelpe don't even realiz it. Oh yeah one more thing i have changed a lot in my life ok Heartkruez.
Edited at Sun Sep 20, 2009 4:29:07 AM
Always a dead end There is no escape I place my sorrow upon a bird in the sky And i'll let it fly This place is ephemeral An eternity that binds me Coming or going All that passes by are dreams
It rains and it pours when you're out on your own. If I crash on the couch can I sleep in my clothes? 'Cause I spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose, and if it looks like I'm laughing, I'm really just asking to leave.
It rains and it pours when you're out on your own. If I crash on the couch can I sleep in my clothes? 'Cause I spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose, and if it looks like I'm laughing, I'm really just asking to leave.
It rains and it pours when you're out on your own. If I crash on the couch can I sleep in my clothes? 'Cause I spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose, and if it looks like I'm laughing, I'm really just asking to leave.