"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
"Tell me I'm forgiven, say you'll always be mine. Say that everything is over tell me I'm fine! Maybe I am crazy an my mind is trying to deceive me. As the ground disappears I wonder, will the sky be the next to betray me...?"
Falling to the ground, gently losing control,
A rose completes it's transformation,
Losing an internal, emotional battle.
A rose is wilted of life,
By it's very own thorns.
A succulent juice
Seeps through her pours.
A beautiful poison,
Destroying her world.
A suffocating depression,
Eating at her personage.
Wing-like leaves
Shred into a million pieces,
As a rose struggles to survive.
Vain and sorrowful,
It fails to fly,
And dreadfully plummets
To the world below.
Lachrymal struggles to escape,
But so vain is her soul,
That she fails to reconcile with herself,
And refuses to lose what dignity is left.
Tolerance for despondency
Is a virtue in today's world,
For without, suicide will surely follow.
A rose, so rich with materials,
But so lonely to the core,
Faces the world
With a stone face.
A lonely secret,
Locked within the soul.
A beautiful poison,
Creeps through her veins.
The only thing to remain,
Is her forgotten, lonely soul.
Crimson Wings
Coming from the shadows
Reeks a smell from a beast.
Immortal, divine, there's no welcoming death.
Mourn your heart out for this beast, for
Salvation will never come.
On occasion will pain come forth, but
Never will the beast fear death.
Warily, he'll fear life and pain
Itself, for he knows not salvation.
Nigh high in the night sky, will he float,
Giving his form a glowing appearance,
Searching for the death of his soul on his crimson wings.
Dark moonlight night
Dark, moonlight night.
just being alone
a sound out of no where
the lights cut off.
trying to run dousnt help
being chased in the lonely night
scamming through the pain.
its going to make me insain.
the darkness engulfs
waking up somewhere new
going through it again.
the pain ripping at me.
blacking out again.
dreaming isn't a relies
in this dream,
the wolfs are wailing.
and the eagles fly away
Running for my life.
just wanting to get away.
the woods are thick
the grass is long
they can track me easily
i can hear them coming after me.
waking up is so hard
trying to get away.
just for a minute or even a day
please daddy please take the pain away.
no ones around to help me through
this pain in my life cosed by you
just leaving me here
walking away,
taking with you the light of day
Bloody Daydream
I don't know what to say but I cant stand
the emotion on my face says it all
You promised you'd hold my hand
but instead, you made me fall.
I walk on glass that is broken, barely breathing
The deep gashes got me wincing in pain
My screams become a song I sing
underneath the pouring rain.
How cant you tell by the tears I cry
and the black holes in my eyes
that are open to my pain
yet I barely stay sane
My feet break open
I fall to my knees
once again
My pain becoming my disease.
Blood overflows the ground beneath me
Glass is traveling through my veins
my skin, now in debris
in bloody, broken remains
I awake, crying and feeling dead, its the way it seems
knowing my eyes weren't even closed
it was all a daydream
but my mind completely exposed
what do you think?
Edited at Wed Aug 12, 2009 12:28:43 PM
"Sometimes the greatest tests of our strength are situations that don't seem so obviously dangerous. Sometimes surviving is the hardest thing of all"
Angel I can see myself in your eyes
Angel won’t you feel for me from your heart
Do return my heart to me
No don’t insist I’m already hurt
Elephant girl
It was an accident unfortunate
Angel threw me like a rubber band
Aiming for the ground
Why amuse yourself in such way
No don’t insist I’m already hurt
Lay me down on the ground softly softly
Don’t remove my head hurts much too much
You never return it
Well I wouldn’t miss it
I shed no tears for broken me
You never know it my peace of mind
my inside and outside are matching
Why amuse yourself in such a way
No don’t insist I’m already hurt
If you ever return it
Will it break your wings
Will you shed no tears for broken me
I seriously don't know.
I was soo sad one day.
I didn't want anybody to feel sympathy for me.
I guess I should just say I was in pain.
I put "Elephant Girl" in there because she kept on coming back in my dreams.
I loved her to say the least.(in a friendly way)
When I made this poem,she vanished from my dreams.
She's probably a ghost.Something drove me to make it for her.
he is in school right now he can get on all day saturday that is pretty much the only day...
new poem
Dying In The Dark
Close the door,
so I can start breathing again.
she can't speak,
so don't go asking me to reply.
the darkness in the world wants to pull me down,
so I dig a hole to keep me safe underground.
and I,
I don't want to give up,
until I find out the truth.
You're not here,
I find bloodstains in the back of a car.
I still care,
I breathe life in whatever hope we have.
Left dying in the dark.
Don't let our days escape,
we'll be fighting just for them,
we'll be dying just for you.
You're gonna let me down,
leaving a scene of blood,
leaving a scene of war.
Over my dead body,
over my broken limbs,
you won't find me anymore.
Now I can commence.
Wounded and alive.
Bottled up again.
The solution lies in mysteries,
holds a hope they just can't see.
As I kiss your whitened cheeks,
I can feel a dying beat.
Left dying in the dark.
Edited at Mon Aug 17, 2009 3:38:21 PM
"Sometimes the greatest tests of our strength are situations that don't seem so obviously dangerous. Sometimes surviving is the hardest thing of all"
I'm not afraid to die
but i'm terrified of falling in love(with you)
scared to death i'll say the wrong thing
and i can't impress you
as much as i want to kiss you
at the same time i wonder if
its worth it
is it worth it to feel heartbroken
sometimes it is
when you don't want to die alone
so i decide to take a chance
i want to die with my true love
"Sometimes the greatest tests of our strength are situations that don't seem so obviously dangerous. Sometimes surviving is the hardest thing of all"
I've seen it all, I have seen the trees,
I've seen the willow leaves dancing in the breeze
I've seen a friend killed by a friend,
And lives that were over before they were spent.
I've seen what I was - I know what I'll be
I've seen it all - there is no more to see!
You haven't seen elephants, kings or Peru!
I'm happy to say I had better to do
What about China? Have you seen the Great Wall?
All walls are great, if the roof doesn't fall!
And the man you will marry?
The home you will share?
To be honest, I really don't care...
You've never been to Niagara Falls?
I have seen water, its water, that's all...
The Eiffel Tower, the Empire State?
My pulse was as high on my very first date!
Your grandson's hand as he plays with your hair?
To be honest, I really don't care...
I've seen it all, I've seen the dark
I've seen the brightness in one little spark.
I've seen what I chose and I've seen what I need,
And that is enough, to want more would be greed.
I've seen what I was and I know what I'll be
I've seen it all - there is no more to see!
You've seen it all and all you have seen
You can always review on your own little screen
The light and the dark, the big and the small
Just keep in mind - you need no more at all
You've seen what you were and know what you'll be
You've seen it all - there is no more to see!
My dad always used to sing me this song before I went to sleep.
Very peaceful song.
home is behind...the world ahead
and there are many paths to tread
through shadow, to the edge of night
until the stars are all alight,
mist and shadow
cloud and shade
all shall fade...
all shall fade
better?
Edited at Wed Aug 19, 2009 9:10:40 PM
"Sometimes the greatest tests of our strength are situations that don't seem so obviously dangerous. Sometimes surviving is the hardest thing of all"